Omfg ok I’m getting kicked off the computer now but djgljrhegjlrefd I’m crying. That hurt WAY too much ok. And excuse the stupid typos, it’s late and i’m tired uGH HELP IMMA CRY DLFSJGJKADS
Part 2 of 2: Part 1 here.
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Young and Beautiful by Lana Del Ray
Thinking back, Malekai should have known better. He should have known that his father was not a force to be reckoned with. He should have known that he wasn’t strong enough to stand up to the man just yet and he should have known that his father never made an empty threat-ever.
He’s sitting with her on a wide tree stump within viewing distance of the Shrieking Shack. The sunlight glows against her bright skin and golden hair so that even when she stops speaking, Malekai continues to stare at her, idiotically in love grin plastered to his face. He interrupts her bubbly words to reach a finger to her face and tuck a strand of hair behind her ear and only smiles wider when she turns to look at him, just slightly startled. Everything about her is so very beautiful and in that moment Malekai feels so very lucky that he gently leans toward her. But before their lips can meet, a faint noise registers at some point behind him and due to an entire lifetime of training with the head of the reborn Death Eater following, Malekai snaps into the defensive.
ellEN?
I still haven’t heard back from any Universities yet. I’m started to thing I’m going to confined to Germany for the rest of my life.
I believe you’ll go far.
But that’s not how you want to be forever, you can’t just..let them control you forever. Right? I’m not afraid of them, Mo. Violence doesn’t scare me anymore.
It’s whatever you want, Malekai. I don’t think we even know what we were talking about in the first place, but I don’t want you to be unhappy. I’m not going to ask anything of you, except maybe sleep. For both of us. Is that ok? I think we should sleep, maybe we can dream up a way to fix things.
Right, I’m just waiting for my dad to kick the bucket and only then can I be free. But it scares me and it doesn’t matter if you don’t care about your own well being, I do.
That is ok and I-yeah, alright…I should go, Gabby’s probably waiting up and…hey, you take care of yourself, ok?
Well if I’m a Russian monkey, then your an ape man. I mean have you seen your hands? They’re fucking ginormous.
I prefer the term wereape thank you very much.
If I could take you with me, if I could make it so that your fuck of a father wasn’t up your ass, I would. But you’d have to let me, you’d have to be okay with the fact that they might find you, instead of letting it hold you back. I’m really tired of letting things hold me back.
I don’t want you to be sorry. Can…Can you not be sorry? Can’t you just, just fix it, right now. We have to fix it. Tell me what to do.
If you took me with you it would only put you in harm’s way. They don’t want me to live a life of my own and anyone helping me do it…well, I don’t let my parents know who my friends are for a reason. I come from a dangerous bunch, Autumn, you know that well. I couldn’t be ok with the strings attached to me if I tried.
But I don’t know how to fix it, we-I hardly even know what we’re even talking about anymore. I-I wish I could tell you to wait, just give it some time and everything would be ok but I can’t do that to you, it’s unfair, all too unfair.
ohai my laptop’s being a spazzy little butt so imma restart it and then come love y’all down on all of my babies yup :D
I can’t imagine Angus would like the smell either, so I get that. You can smoke in front of me, I really don’t care actually. I broke my arm in two different places, and my wand along with it. I can’t tell you which one I was more angry over. But overall, it could have been worse considering. That sounds…pretty deep.
It’s alright, I respect that you don’t do it and it’d be best for me to practice a bit of restraint myself. Sounds painful, sorry mate-especially about the wand, that’s a serious bummer. Yeah, the younger Sullivan sister, I heard got it bad, it’s a shame, for something like that to happen somewhere that is supposed to filled with happiness and prosperity. Yeah, it’s a terrible conflict. Have you ever experience that before? A battle of the heart and mind?
